We were in band together from elementary to 9th grade. We lost touch after that, but he was such a funny guy. Always cracking jokes just to make people smile. & he was a very talented musician.
It tears me up to think about how his final moments were, it makes me physically sick. This war isn't right. I want my friend back. I want my other friends home & safe.
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angry
i think i'm gonna start in on graffiti art. i blame the music. and the kids these days *shakes fist*
green day's album is amazing. yeah, it's different. it's supposed to be. with that said, there are some familiar sounds in it. "the static age" sounds like "church on sunday" in some parts. i'm really loving !viva la gloria! & murder city. as soon as i get paid (next couple days) i'm gonna get my tickets for the san diego show. maybe the la show if i'm feeling risky.
need spray paint. poster boards. & box cutter. this'll be fun. and maybe i'll get a mug shot outta this?
still dunno what im gonna do for my 20th. i kinda want to have a party, but that prolly wont happen b/c it falls a day after buffy's party, and on the day we do the boot thing. hey charity work is fun! i'm stoked for that, if i can make it down there. (the van should be ready in a couple weeks!) i'll even bring one of my docs. but i think the plan will be to get shit faced drunk with megs, derek, & jeremy. i'm good with it :D. i'm gonna pack as much stupid illegal shit as i can into this month. just because im not too happy about not being a teenager anymore. i feel old. (waiting for the barrage of slaps). maybe i'll hit up disney? wreak havoc in the house of mouse. ya, idk yet. i'm for sure gonna hit up SD and spend some time with dani (cause her b-day is 5 days before mine) and bryan. i miss those kids a lot.
also looking forward to finally getting my gardenias! i have 3k still to pay on the van (the guy is working with us, so we'll get it back before it's all paid off) and then i'm gonna go to dwayne & get it done! so stoked. i'm tired of not having studio ink. so in like 2 months or so, i'll have pink gardenias on my back :3
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contemplative
but my knee is acting up, which means it's going to rain. haha i feel like an old woman, predicting weather based on join pain. heh.
love the rain, can't wait till it gets here :)
also: http://punditkitchen.wordpress.com/file
Oh! And: http://www.thinkgeek.com/interests/zomb
hehe.
- Mood:
amused
Not gonna lie, love your music. But I dunno if anyone told you... Romeo and Juliet died. And Hester Prynne was shunned. Not the best role models for a love story. Might as well have thrown Annabell Lee in there.
The song is pretty, but the lyrics makes me laugh.
- Mood: amused
- Music:VH1
"Don't fuck around like that. I was about to kick you down some stairs."
I rofl'd soo hard!
- Mood: amused
i'm ok.
i've decided to be an adult, and deal. i'm still scared, and taking measures to make sure i am safe.
my brother dosent want to see jeb, but as far as jeb knows, bob has no trouble with him. and honestly, i think if jeb knew any different he would do something drastic. so bob will see him tomorrow morning for a few minutes when jeb gets some of his books. so i am meeting him at souplantation, in temecula - very populated area - at 7pm. gary (dani's dad) will be in position in case things go badly. i also have a small weapon to defend myself, if things go too far.
this time, i have the ability to walk away as an adult. not as a traumatized 16 year old. i have an amazing support system. so i am not putting this off any longer. i've suffered from p.t.s.d. long enough. i look at this as moving on with my life. leaving that chapter behind, and looking forward to someting brighter.
love you all! <333
today, my mom went to family court to settle out their divorce issues, and my dad (i call him by his first name, as i no longer see him as a father or a friend) was there. he wants to see bob and i. ( bob is my older, slightly learning disabled, quadriplegic brother ) i know bob misses him, and jeb never did anything to him. so when he left, it wasn't fair to bob. so jeb wants us to have dinner at the airport's cafe. it's neutral ground (right by our house) - and bob loves the airplanes. i'm only doing this for my brother. i need to be an adult about this situation. i can't act like a scared little 16 year old girl anymore. i'm a strong woman, or if anything, i need to appear that way - however scared i am on the inside. there are issues that need to be resolved.
so anyways, if any of you guys could send some good vibes, it'd be much appreciated.
oh, and i do have a safety net incase things go bad. dani's dad is MUCH bigger & stronger than jeb, and is aware jeb's in town and is on standby in case i need him. (thank god for "adopted" family, right?)
god i hope i can do this.
- Mood: pensive
time sheet for my new job came in the mail.
so 2-3 weeks until i recieve a check. but it's coming together.
slowly.
- Mood:
anxious
but the hype was a lot worse than the event.
... i met the parents.
i'll write more once i actually get home.
i have to pack. & the jerk put me in a sex coma, so i didn't get to cook him steak. =[
- Mood: relieved
cake is done! =]
watching the departed. still have to do laundry & pack. & get the stuff together for his birthday dinner.
leaving around 3.
so no sleep for me! =]
- Mood:
exhausted
SO STOKED FOR THIS ALBUM!
it's been said it's their old stuff + Queen-like piano ballads & Who-like guitar riffs. All in all it's gonna be epic. I'm actually in the process of downloading their entire discography. At this point, they have more live versions of their songs than studio recordings. I know there are more bootleg concert albums out there, I just gotta track em down. Thank god for uTorrent - one simple download gave me 13 albums! :D Also been looking on sites like maad for the leak (which was out yesterday) but the record label caught on to it, and had bunnywithfangs.com take it down. Even the Mp3's of it are disabled.
With all this searching, I've noticed on forums a lot of people are complaining the album art is a rip off of MCR's "My Sweet Revenge" and/or Blur's "Think Tank". They all are simillar, but I don't see the rip off. :shrug:
So May. No specific date from what I've seen. Just in May. This is one I might actually go to the stores and buy. Oh, and it's safe to say when they tour I'll have pit tickets. Or attempt to anyways. I'll just sit here in my corner twiddling my thumbs until it hits stores.
UPDATE: i found the demo for "21st century breakdown". if you want it just hit me up on AIM - noloveforblondie. it's VERY MUCH a demo. you can tell where the audio goes in and out, and where theyre messin w/ the fade. it's also very queen influenced. not like we've heard from them before. it's different for sure.
- Mood:
bouncy
bob came home from the hospital today. he had pneumonia in his left lung - but luckily we got it early on. it surprises me how strange & daft hospitals can be sometimes. they wanted to send him home w/ a p.i.c. line when neither my mom or myself are i.v. certified. they didn't even prescribe i.v. meds. they just wanted to keep it in. :facepalm: but i can't blame them too much, they don't usually get people w/ myotubular myopathy. the family usually knows what is best. as annoying as my brother is, i'm glad he's home.
& i think i've figured out my halloween costume for this year. drag queen.
:D
i was too young to go when they were huge.
but there is no way in hell im missing this!
lets get a giant group together. we'll get a van or something.
:D
- Mood: excited
we're both relatively new to mosh pits. like, we did it for the aquabats and for coheed & cambria. cause we're lame.
oh how i love the becca <3
- Mood:
silly
and i can't help falling for him.
: ]
hehe.
i saw someone at starbucks this morning who looked exactly like you. my heart jumped, but it wasn't you. today was a bad day. i miss you.
just breathe.
- Mood:
crushed
just for the hell of it. no real expectations. just to say i did.
- Mood: amused
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